The way he looked into my eyes today && said:
“Your ready?,
For me, my sister, moving, the baby, Cletus, everything?”
I nod,
&&i realized, damn…
My life is completely changing as of today.
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This guy came into me && my baby’s life when we needed him the most. He took me for exactly who I was. Especially with a baby on the way. He didn’t care about my past or what had happened. But he promised to be there for me && this child. His whole family was against me. They were against us. But he still manage to stay by my side through it. God is giving me a baby && putting it in my hands, the dad might be a useless worthless father && he can deny this baby all he wants. Cause he’s right, it’s not his baby. It’s MINE. God handed me the two best people in the world. My bf && this child. He may not know this, but Jose is my world. I’ve always been independent but right now he’s all I have && need. It breaks my heart for the arguments and struggles. But I pray to god that it’s all soon over with && eventually we can be happy again.
I don’t even know where to start. There’s no way to put this at all. How do you put it in words that the person your completely falling for, the one that’s going through all your troubles, is slowly drifting away from you. How do you put it in words that the person you think is the one, might not be yours anymore. I feel like I lost your love. I feel like you don’t && wont look at me the way you did before. I feel like I’m losing you just when I’m totally && completely falling head over heals for you. This guy took me in with everything. Every single problem I had. He took me in for who I was && not for whom he wanted me to be. This is different. Totally && completely different. && I want this to stay. God knows how happy I am with this guy. Everyone knows how happy I am with him. But what if I loose him? What will I do next?
I mean, what will WE do next??
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I can’t help but cry.
Your gonna be a low life father.
Hey I heard you were a wild one.
Call me crazy, insane, pathetic, young, give me all you have. But this guy is a lot of what I’ve been asking for. A lot. I didn’t expect this. AT ALL! For him to stick by me through something he doesn’t even have to do with him, for him to take in such a big responsibility, for him to claim this as his own! I’ve grown so fond of him. I didn’t expect this. That’s all that keeps running through my head. When I told him, I expected him to fled, just like any other guy would. But he didn’t. He stayed. He’s gonna be their throughout it all. All of it. I just can’t believe it. I can’t. I can’t! He’s a keeper. &&i don’t know what it is about him, I don’t know what it is, but something deep in me is telling me to stay. I can’t push him away. I won’t push him away. I can’t leave. I won’t leave. &&i can’t walk away from him. Something is telling me he has to stay. I don’t know. I really don’t know. But I have this strong deep feeling, this small thought lingering in the back of my mind whispering, he’s the one…
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